Fuck Love

&& those stupid [HEARTBREAKERS]

you woke up, in pieces
from making these changes
and holding the ransom, won't write you an anthem
on the outside, I'm trying, cause inside, I'm dying

this broken heart was stronger then,
now I cant stand to part with this
this broken heart

you took me for granted
now I'm changed, you haven't
it wont be so easy to sell me this feeling

this broken heart, was stronger than, the words I wish you never meant
this broken heart

can't make this right, you see on my face,
that I'm not gonna be alright, not tonight,
you can read all my letters, but that won't mean things are fine,
not this time, cause you gave away all the secrets of you and I

this broken heart, was stronger then
now I cant stand to part with this
this broken heart, was stronger than,
the words I wish you never meant
this broken heart

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i think im going to start my xanga again..

i have a myspace tho to all you who care.

www.myspace.com/karbearxo

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so me and kyle got into a fight on friday because jeff called me a whore. and i kinda went off on him because its disrespectful to call someone a whore or a slut or any kind of word like that when the person doesn't even know you very well. and i was yelling at jeff and kyle came over by me to calm me down or whatever and he grabbed my arms cause i was gunna hit jeff and im like kyle don't touch me and jeff's like get off my yard so i left. and then i just took off walking down the street and after a little bit Tara ran after me. and we walked to the park and sat there and then i got a text from kyle. and it said we need to talk. and im like about what and hes like stuff. so i called him and i told him we were at the park. and me and tara were sitting there by the swings and jeff comes up to me and hes like kara im sorry i wouldn't look at him or anything. and hes like kara i am truely sorry i shouldn't have called you a whore. would you please look at me. and i got up again and went and sat down on a bench and then tara came over there and she was talking to me and shes like honestly kara i do think he is really sorry will you just talk to him and im like i dont want to talk to him tara. and then shes like do you wanna talk to kyle and im like yeah so then i was talking to kyle. and im like what do you wanna talk about and hes like the drama has got to stop. we have to stop fighting so much. ((& we have been fighting alot over stupid things--idk why)) and it went on and somehow it got to like taking a break or some shit. and me and jeff made up. but this thing with kyle. i felt like i made him stay dating me because im like kyle the drama will stop. if we break up now you'll never get to see if it stops. and hes like im just afraid it wont stop and im like you'll never know unless you try. so we are still dating and the drama has got to stop because i cannot lose kyle. he's everything to me.

Finally.. home from the hospital.

im so tired. and i still feel like crap..

me

awe

ha

tiress!!

tractor!

tractor!!

ha

haha

awwe.

i <3 this pic

i love this picture. i wish i would have smiled tho

arnt we cute haha

ken is kinda a tree hugger

in the jungle. again

awwe. isnt she adorable

flowers!!

in the jungle. we were playing with the monkeys

Its my

birthday

<33

Tara = orange juice

awwe.

me and sadie sleeping

sheraea.

that was my birthday<33

orange juice.

me tara and sheraea.

thats what me and sadie look like when we get up

kendra. i threw bubbles at her. haha

you make me bubbly. haha

pupppppy.